Friday, September 28, 2012

Man proposes God disposes …..


    Today September 28th 2012 is my appa’s 59th birthday celebration in Thirukadaiyur. I never expected I will be writing a blog sitting here in USA on this day. That is the uncertainty we had to deal in the modern era. I feel so perturbed which I cannot even articulate in words. Writing is something which mitigates my pain so I wanted to pen my thoughts.

    One had to pay the price of being in a foreign land many times. It so happened that I got to change jobs exactly at the wrong time. Because I am in the process of transitioning my visa to a new employer I had to stay in the country. I felt so bad when I realized I will be missing the function. I wanted to cry but somehow age stopped me doing so. I had to live on reality getting to know every minute details about the function over the phone.  I am the sort of person who enjoys even a cup of tea standing in the balcony and silently expressing my thanks to almighty..Basically I enjoy every small slice of life.

   One question which I keep asking myself time and again is “What am I doing in this country?” this question is basically going over the loop and am still trying to come up with an answer. Well basically commitment has been made from personal perspective. We have invested time, money and energy over education according to the US system and suddenly to come out of it would sound selfish from my side.

  When lot of thoughts have been running over my mind in the last few days I also happen to listen to some of the cases my wife is seeing on every day to day basis in her Intern. Single parent, sexual misuse, diseases to tender kids, torment at an early stage etc., when I listen to all of these I have no other option other than to show gratitude to almighty and request to bless the whole world.

  All I can say is ..I love you amma and appa. I feel bad not coming to the function but it is mere circumstances I couldn’t make it. I am sure everything happens for a reason. I always believe in Karma and am sure my good deeds will earn me a good place. 

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